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Friday, March 11, 2011
Man, I'm so tired. What a week. It's like this wave that hits the shore, it goes forward then comes back in and it never stops. Juggling assignments and relationships is tough. I don't know how other people do it but I admit that I am TERRIBLE at it. I don't even know how I'm gonna get through work when even college is shedding my hair. I'd rather just stay single all my life. IF I can resist it.
Anyway, growing up and seeing people and our prespective of people change has really affected my awareness on things. Like, I didn't believe how fake people could be until I actually encountered a real plastic. Don't even trust those closest to you, they can really turn out to be hard ass beaches. These kind of situations however I realised are quite difficult to avoid cos it takes a looong time till you really find out how that person is like. They may look like all neat and nice but don't trust a rose with thorns. (I seriously feel this is starting to sound like poetry.... -.- )
I'm actually having a tough time getting to sleep tonight cos I slept through the afternoon and on the way back here from Bandar. I'm THAT tired. Seriously wishing I had a time machine right now, I wouldn't have to worry about not being able to get up tomorrow morning for college. Gahhhh I wish it was December already ): goodnight people.
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Anyway, growing up and seeing people and our prespective of people change has really affected my awareness on things. Like, I didn't believe how fake people could be until I actually encountered a real plastic. Don't even trust those closest to you, they can really turn out to be hard ass beaches. These kind of situations however I realised are quite difficult to avoid cos it takes a looong time till you really find out how that person is like. They may look like all neat and nice but don't trust a rose with thorns. (I seriously feel this is starting to sound like poetry.... -.- )
I'm actually having a tough time getting to sleep tonight cos I slept through the afternoon and on the way back here from Bandar. I'm THAT tired. Seriously wishing I had a time machine right now, I wouldn't have to worry about not being able to get up tomorrow morning for college. Gahhhh I wish it was December already ): goodnight people.
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
IM VACK IM VACK HOMIEZZ!
Sorry I've been away for so long. -.- So much has happened since I last updated this blog. I could go telling these bunch of stories but...... I choose not to grief. Yes how things have been for past few months was the worst things that could have ever happened to me. Apart from these very sad things that happened though maybe I'll pick out some nice happy jumpy things that has happened lately. *imagine me saying that in a tone of voice that would probably annoy you cos I think I just annoyed myself* (:
So it's the fasting month and things have been so awkward since. It started with my grandma falling sick then seeing all the dreaded aunts and uncles and then finally making up with them all over again. It's been so long. So bad events can also bring about good things.
Raya is coming so intensive cleaning is expected soon. Gah. ): All i know is that I'm exhausted. Yes the fasting month so far has been so tiring. And wow I just found out that I have migraine! Great. That should explain the constant nausea and almost-blacking-out feeling every time there is field work. I love chocolate and orange juice. And I gotta stop consuming them to avoid migraine?? NEVER GONNA HAPPEN :D
What else to tell aa? What else what else what else. Nothing eeeeelse :D till next time homies.
Sak li ko eyyyyyyyyyyy!
Sorry I've been away for so long. -.- So much has happened since I last updated this blog. I could go telling these bunch of stories but...... I choose not to grief. Yes how things have been for past few months was the worst things that could have ever happened to me. Apart from these very sad things that happened though maybe I'll pick out some nice happy jumpy things that has happened lately. *imagine me saying that in a tone of voice that would probably annoy you cos I think I just annoyed myself* (:
So it's the fasting month and things have been so awkward since. It started with my grandma falling sick then seeing all the dreaded aunts and uncles and then finally making up with them all over again. It's been so long. So bad events can also bring about good things.
Raya is coming so intensive cleaning is expected soon. Gah. ): All i know is that I'm exhausted. Yes the fasting month so far has been so tiring. And wow I just found out that I have migraine! Great. That should explain the constant nausea and almost-blacking-out feeling every time there is field work. I love chocolate and orange juice. And I gotta stop consuming them to avoid migraine?? NEVER GONNA HAPPEN :D
What else to tell aa? What else what else what else. Nothing eeeeelse :D till next time homies.
Sak li ko eyyyyyyyyyyy!
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
Who said it was so easy?
Today marks the last day of school. I've never had a more stressful week and bad days everyday. I've nothing more to say since I'm currently at my lowest. Wish I wasn't so selfish.. Action speaks much louder than words, you know that but you don't act it out. Make promises and break promises. Mend a heart, melt a heart then crush a heart.
Myra, please make a decision, a wise one before you lose this, cos I'm sure you don't want to.
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Myra, please make a decision, a wise one before you lose this, cos I'm sure you don't want to.
SIGH.
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Sometimes it's when you have to face certain challenges in life that you realise time can actually go so slow. Integrated Assignment. It involves several professionals to work together in order to produce a masterpiece of their profession. Tasks are delegated amongst these people and deadlines are all set to work timeline of atleast three weeks.
Yes it's just crazy. My work partner and I, have been restless going to and fro Mentiri doing hours-long of fieldwork in the scorching heat of the blazing hot sun. It went on for two weeks and a few days until we finally completed the fieldwork but it doesn't stop there. We still have calculations to do indoors, checking the bearings, distances and angles. Nope, it's not a piece of cake. To add the cherry to the cake, it's due next week ((:
Wish me luck.
And I am so sad to say that I've been too caught up with work that I've quite abandoned my birthday this year. I am now 20, another painful year of aging then I will be officially legal at 21. Weehoo. Yet, I still wish I was the little naive 16 yo whom did not know why parents need to nag all the time.
Wait, I still don't. Quite..
So apart from roller blades from babah, roses and a teddy from mama and the brats, a jacket, bracelet, notebook, Toblerone and a chocolate birthday cake from the beloved GMT15, i got tons and tonssss of birthday wishes in facebook.
One of the many..
What could a child ask for anymore??? And i love you too mama and babah (: thank you and you make me proud too. <3
Anyway, then now do I know why older people tend to forget their birthdays and age. I was in a conversation a few days ago with my cousin Izzah, and something we were talking about involved having to mention my age and my mind froze for a few seconds because i forgot. I really did! Gosh, sooner or later I'd probably start to forget today is my birthday if it was :S
More things to talk about here... since I have been away for quite some time now.
I would like to congratulate my dear cousins who I have grown up happily with, Izzah and Ausi. They have both achieved amazing O'level results, congratulations and best of luck in your A'levels..
I'm gonna catch up with my rest now. Sports and assignment are eating me away!
"Dont blink, it will take too long", Albert Einstein.
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Yes it's just crazy. My work partner and I, have been restless going to and fro Mentiri doing hours-long of fieldwork in the scorching heat of the blazing hot sun. It went on for two weeks and a few days until we finally completed the fieldwork but it doesn't stop there. We still have calculations to do indoors, checking the bearings, distances and angles. Nope, it's not a piece of cake. To add the cherry to the cake, it's due next week ((:
Wish me luck.
And I am so sad to say that I've been too caught up with work that I've quite abandoned my birthday this year. I am now 20, another painful year of aging then I will be officially legal at 21. Weehoo. Yet, I still wish I was the little naive 16 yo whom did not know why parents need to nag all the time.
Wait, I still don't. Quite..
So apart from roller blades from babah, roses and a teddy from mama and the brats, a jacket, bracelet, notebook, Toblerone and a chocolate birthday cake from the beloved GMT15, i got tons and tonssss of birthday wishes in facebook.
One of the many..
What could a child ask for anymore??? And i love you too mama and babah (: thank you and you make me proud too. <3
Anyway, then now do I know why older people tend to forget their birthdays and age. I was in a conversation a few days ago with my cousin Izzah, and something we were talking about involved having to mention my age and my mind froze for a few seconds because i forgot. I really did! Gosh, sooner or later I'd probably start to forget today is my birthday if it was :S
More things to talk about here... since I have been away for quite some time now.
I would like to congratulate my dear cousins who I have grown up happily with, Izzah and Ausi. They have both achieved amazing O'level results, congratulations and best of luck in your A'levels..
I'm gonna catch up with my rest now. Sports and assignment are eating me away!
"Dont blink, it will take too long", Albert Einstein.
Labels: panjangceritakumalaskutagsemuagahhh
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Sunday, February 7, 2010
Maybe it's true.. Enemies are much easier to forgive than friends.
But please do forgive me Mali..
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
Deaf or pura pura deaf?
So I was at McD with the kids last night enjoying my Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and Coca Cola when a guy came to our table and showed us some keychains. Beforehand, he showed us two little laminated piece of paper saying something like, "I am one of the many with hearing disability.....selling 1 for $6,2 for $10.....thank you." Only then did he show us the keychains.
After i paid, he did the hand gesture for thank you and as he walked away, I didn't spot any hearing aid.
Did he lip read or he's just bluffing and did he make those keychains himself or he's reselling them? And then i said to myself, "Nevermind, antara ia sama Tuhan saja tu."
I hope there won't be anymore of this going on though. Looks quite unhealthy.
After i paid, he did the hand gesture for thank you and as he walked away, I didn't spot any hearing aid.
Did he lip read or he's just bluffing and did he make those keychains himself or he's reselling them? And then i said to myself, "Nevermind, antara ia sama Tuhan saja tu."
I hope there won't be anymore of this going on though. Looks quite unhealthy.
Labels: keychain, mcD, unhealthy
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Friday, January 15, 2010
Thomas Beatie
I think... The world's all messed up, kids need new biology books. Blabbering @